Songs of my life: Anastacia ft. Ben Moody - Everything burns

She sits in her corner 

Singing herself to sleep 

Wrapped in all of the promises 

That no one seems to keep 

She no longer cries to herself 

No tears left to wash away 

Just diaries of empty pages 

Feelings gone a stray 

But she will sing 

Til everything burns 

While everyone screams 

Burning their lies 

Burning my dreams 

All of this hate 

And all of this pain 

I'll burn it all down 

As my anger reigns 

Til everything burns 

Ooh, oh 

Walking through life unnoticed 

Knowing that no one cares 

Too consumed in their masquerade 

No one sees her there 

And still she sings 

Til everything burns 

While everyone screams 

Burning their lies 

Burning my dreams 

All of this hate 

And all of this pain 

I'll burn it all down 

As my anger reigns 

Til everything burns 

Everything burns 

(Everything burns) 

Everything burns 

Watching it all fade away 

(All fade away) 

Everyone screams 

Everyone screams 

(Watching it all fade away) 

Oooh, ooh 

(While everyone screams) 

Burning down lies 

Burning my dreams 

(All of this hate) 

And all of this pain 

I'll burn it all down 

As my anger reigns 

Til everything burns 

(Everything burns) 

Watching it all fade away 

(Oooh, ooh) 

(Everything burns) 

Watching it all fade away

Songs of my life: Ben Moody - Everything burns

Here I sit in the corner
Singing myself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That I never seem to keep
I no longer cry to myself
There's no tears left to scratch away
Just diaries of blood stained pages
Praying to burn away
But I will sing

Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning in their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Till everything burns

Walking through life unknown
Knowing that no one cares
Well, who could love what I won't let them touch, no
Nobody's getting in here
There's no sense reaching out now
In hope or in doubt
For the cause of every day
I've done all I can
I just don't understand
Why it's all got to come down to me
But I will sing

Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning in their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns

Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning in their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down

Letter to the unaware no.2

How could you do this? But well, somehow, I expected it.

I'd rather die than make it happen again. I'd rather die than lose you.

If you lost me, you wouldn't probably care as much as I would if I lost you.

Letter to the unaware one

This will never be read by you, I know. I'd write it with my own blood if I could. The blood spilled everytime I cut myself thinking about you and how I can't be with you. The blood is life, and I feel you there in my blood, in every single drop of it. I feel you running in my veins and coming out of my skin when I cut, like a catharsis, as if I wanted to just get rid of you. Why is destiny so cruel to me? Why does it have to happen to me? You're there, unaware of all of this, living your own life, while I lay here dying inside. I'm dead inside because life wants me to be dead. You're just another piece of the puzzle that forms my pain, my nightmare, all I have left. But you're the biggest piece of the puzzle, you're there, shining like a star, injecting fears and paranoia into my tormented mind and you don't even know it, because I can't! I can't and don't want to. I am living a nightmare, I am sacrificing every bit of my soul just to protect you! Fuck, you don't know this, do you?! You don't and you can't, and you'll never even read this letter. You wouldn't even understand it.

It's like your ghostly presence is carved right into my heart. I'm inside your mind and you're inside mine. Only I can truly understand what this means. Every piece of you completes and builds my existence now, but at the same time destroys it, only to build it again, and so on.

Will my torment end? I don't know.

But I love you, that's one thing I know for sure.